Amanda, you were right. When faced with adversity or an awesome presence, I talk big talk, but shrink and hurt myself for not being enough. I’m challenging habits that I spent 10 years making and fixing them to work out my school schedule. People always called me the “golden boy,” the “one who will do … Continue reading Facing Adversity
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Bridges Burned
It doesn’t take a lot for me to be set off nowadays. And yes, I am ware that no one makes me mad, I choose to be mad at them. Or whatever that old coincident saying goes. But the point of it is that I burn bridges and am not the best at fixing the … Continue reading Bridges Burned
Rose Colored Visions
What do you see when you look into my caramel - colored eyes? This is the question that pops up into my head when I’m talking to my friends. They see so much in side of me, always referring to how I’m striving to be the best. I know that I say I’m gonna make … Continue reading Rose Colored Visions
Plans
I think writing more is helping. I finally sat down and decided to just let my fingers strike at my keys at a rapid succession; whatever noise it makes doesn't bother me. But hopefully it'll bother those who want my downfall.I know that this year can be my year. Honestly, so far it technically is. … Continue reading Plans
Intro III
As you guys know, I'm a college student at my local community college. I started a few months after I graduated my high school, as I was politely informed by my family that I will be paying for my own education by myself. With that knowledge, I got a minimum wage job at McDonald's, and … Continue reading Intro III
My Stress
It's becoming alarmingly apparent that I stress myself out too much.I was working at the coffee shop today. I was making drinks like I usually do. Pulling shots of espresso, mixing in syrups for the coffees, and stirring the liquids together. I just started last month and it's my ninth shift there. I can't help … Continue reading My Stress
Halfway to Forever 